where is the old cass?

i need a slap back into reality. i don't want to live in denial. i need to face this. god please take away all my sorrow. need my self confidence back. i feel miserable, useless, used, everything. i want back the old me. where is she? please come back.then again im grateful i have all these wonderful friends around me. giving me their support.thanks a billion. but i need time. im sorry i cant be the old cass for now. but in time...she be back..hugs and loves.